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"Is There No Truth In Beauty?"

This is how it’s been, this is how it will be
and when you wake up with him, remember when it was me
and I always will be waiting for you and I know that you will never see...that

I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah

Do you remember when, you used to laugh there with me
and now I’ve become the joke, a punchline’s all I will be
and I always will be waiting for you and I know that you will never see ...that

I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say

You’ll be waiting for the rest of your life
just so you can finally hear me say
These words don’t mean a thing but I’ll say them anyway...anyway, yeah

I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say...butI can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk awaythere’s nothing left to say, yeahheahh
‘cause I can’t break away

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BOOOOOOOYAH! :]

guess what i did today!
sleep, eat, sleep, eat, sleep, go to church&slept, ate, home.
literally, just sleeping&eating.
NOTHING ELSE!
ha ha.
oh after church, went to tm.
supposed to get my shoes BUT!
the agent was comin to our hse at 9, so last minute.(shall explain that later)
thus we had to eat rushy-rushy food and go home :(
but!
what a blessing in disguise!(AHEM!)
guess who i saw!
LOL.

when we went up the escalator from the carpark, i spotted mos burger!
AND THEN...
even without my spectacles, i saw, none other than..
the one and only......
ROYCE LEE JIXIONG!

hur hurs!
so i said "let's eat mos burger!" (obviously risking my stomach)
gosh so funny.
and so happened that the only tbale unoccupied was the one next to the kitchen area.
which was where royce was so so so BUSY.
LOL.

tadah!
when i sat down, he glared at me and went "WELCOME TO MOS BURGER!!!"
LOL.
then my mom and bros kept starin at him and he got REALLY uneasy cause i kept poking fun.
lmao!!!

anyways, rushed home after that.
ok so.....
you know on friday, my parents wanted to buy the hse at simei?
the east point green one.
yeah so they discussed with the owner there yadayada.
and the owner said give them 2more days cause they had to ask the bank.
so it seemed as though it is really confirmed that i'll be moving there.
right?

oh how wrong i was.
-_-.
today(saturday), my parents wet to see some condo at aljunied called erm..
ok it just slipped my mind.
anyway, they LOVE the house.
and apparently it was erm...love at first sight or something.
so they...
decided to buy that house instead.
i thought they would change their mind again.
cause i really, really didnt wanna stay at aljunied.
its so inconvenient!
aish :(

but guess what!
the papers are signed and money deposited.
so i'm officially moving there.
sigh...
i'm gonna miss telok kurau like hell man.


sheep/lamb! :D so cute right?!
this reminds me of that lil 'arguement' we had about the whole.. sheep lamb goat cow beef steak mutton thing.
LOL.

CIA!
nope, not curlies in action, but cute incredible attractive!
LOL.

anyways, so many people aren't free tml.
i guess it's just sophia and i then :P
what a romantic date we're gonna have!
ha ha!

and i am so annoyed with the thumbdrive.
its capacity is 1gb and it wasnt even 400mb filled when it keeps saying destination is full or some crap.
SHEESH!
its making things so slowwww for me now.
gah.

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Gosh.
i don't know whats wrong with me.
i can't sleep at night.
yesterday, grace came over and we attempted to start on chemistry.
---- the only homework we planned to do.
However, things always don't turn out the way we want it to, does it.
so in 3 hours, we had eaten log cake,twisties, calbee, chatted with numerous ppl online which somehow included my mom.
-.-... LOL.
But we did manage to complete a few pages ok. :)

and we spent the rest of our time.. well, watching miss swan videos.
for me it wasnt the first time watching but socks, it was still hecka funny! :D
slept close to 5am and woke up at 9 this morning.
Why?

----Drama.
Pfft.
got on the bus with grace and coincidentally it so happened that syaza,cyn and bernard were also on board.
i think next time we don't have to plan when to meet luh.
when we plan, somehow always miss the bus one.
ho ho.
bernard gave me a really cute keychain as a souvenior from australia and syaza gave me a sheep! thank you both! :)

drama always consisted of alot of slacking when we arrived until 1hour later, when we were warmed up, would we start talking about getting down to business.
talking.
and as usual, we always drift off. ha ha.
got a lecture from ms puja about not letting her in the bloody loop and all.
plus, we only found out today just how much the school is pumping in for this SYF production.
a whopping 30k!
well, thats alot if its for drama but somehow when other ccas got roped into the convo..
jeez. i won't name what but i don't think its unfair.
cause... they have commitment and we don't.
they produce results but we... haven't.
yet.
roles are switched again.
and we got another lecture at the end of the day.
went late for amaths.
didn't do anything but oh well.
we were all too excited for the bbq :)
kinda.
i was damn sleepy.
lol.

the bbq was fantastic!
amazingly, mr ng started the fire himself!
there were many people there but we all didn't really mix around i suppose.
didnt blade this time round. zzzz.
however, there were a few guys (mr ng's sengkang students) who were pro bladers.
they could do those tricks and slides and all.
coool.. felt so tempted to ask them to teach or something but nah, thought better of it.
1, no blades. 2, what if i fall and fracture arm again?
yeah, again. sheesh.

Pictures.

clarissa, cynthia(with her pink cap!), me and sophia.

us + mr ng!

cori no longer has mohawk hair.
he's now the laughing buddha.
ha ha!

again,

us with jingyi! :) wonder why yanting didn't come though.
hmm..

mr ng being bullied.

thank you so much for preparing this bbq for us! :D

Anyways, yexi's bike has sentimental value!
he jogged while we cycled all the way to macs.
so hero !
ha ha.

walked along the beach with sophia.
so romantic! sigh.
the dentist and the shepherd.
when we returned back to the pit, cyn had to go off.
and soph, clar, matthew, jianrui and i just laughed our time away.
gosh, so hilarious.
and jianrui is darn scary!!!!!
i'm terrified of him. LOL.
but now we all know his little secret!
ahems. old.

LMAO!!!!
went off around 11++ with soph and went for supper with parents.
lalala. i really can't sleep.
oh and, i found the installation disc!
it was right under my nose the very whole time.
hmm.............
my mom's gettin me the green ipod.
that is, unless i change my mind.
again.
lol! fickleficklefickleminded.

school's drawing closer and closer with every letter i'm typing.
my stomach's growling. oh no.....
i can't wait to go back to school and see everyone but i really detest the amount of shit we're gonna have to face.
OHHH THE WORKLOAD!!!! T.T
*growls*

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I'm taking a break from blogging.

Going full force mapling.
7hours straight already.
My eyes hurt O_O

Spent christmas with my sisters and bro at ikea and courts.
yummy meatballs :D
watched lotsa shows yesterday like howl's moving castle and many many xfiles episodes.
spent the whole night playing sims2.
i managed to ask my sis about trading the university already!
bernard~~~ haha.

oh yes, you know what happened during the christmas mass?
ok of course you dont.
lol.
the priest was talking and talking and talking..
then i thought supposed to kneel already
so i kneeled
then my youngest bro followed beside me.
and the other one followed suit.
then we realised everyone else was standing.
OH! wrong part!
hahahahaha.
we quickly shot up again man.
so pai seh. haha.
my mom went "you memorised the thing already is it?! don't go by timing on you know"

hahaha. oh well =p
drama's cancelled tomorrow.
aza's back from genting.
my playfren and nice bro have gone to kl today.
people have started on their homework.
i need to find mine.
SINCE WHEN WAS THERE AN EMATHS WORKBOOK, AMIRUL!?!
goshhhhh.

anw, i mapled with melson and justin.
then they left to play dota and i mapled with linda.
then she went to sleep and mel&justin came back!
oh wait, justin just left.
gosh, i ought to sleep now.


Merry christmas to all!

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BOOOOO! :D

Christmas eve was my mom's birthday!
Happy birthday! (^-^)
Went to white sands after breakfast and gosh, was it boooorrring.
Absolutely nothing to do there.
Bleh. I went home to sleep =/
And then we went for dinner at some restaurant in guillemard road or something.
my dad booked a table and ordered roasted pig beforehand!
damn la, that means no beijing duck for me T_T
i prefer the duck to the pig!
lolx.
anyway, it's been such a long time since we've had the whole family(parents + us 6siblings) for dinner.
ok i can't remember when lah.
that means its long!
i think.
anyway! food was great ^-^

after that, went home to open presents from my sisters!
HAHA. :D
my sis got me some really really cute tissue box cover thingum.
when i can upload pics then you'll see!
oh and lotsa socks.
wahahhaa. i don't have to buy socks anymore! xD
i have this weird obsession for socks now.
hmmm....

after that, went to church!
YES!
2days in a row i've gone to church!
we were supposed to attend the midnight mass but my mom figured that all of us wld prolly just sleep la.
haha. service was alright cause i was largely entertained by this baby who just learned how to walk!
OMG.
so bloody cute ok.
that little baby was walkin up and down running around and smiling at people!
HE/SHE TOUCHED MY HAND!
awwwh! cute little fingers!
what a great way to melt my heart for christmas x)
baby! i love youuu!!!
now i want a baby tooo!!!
NIKKIIIIII!!!!!!!!!! :D

muahahha. after church, my dad sent me to tm where i waited for my bro to come.
he took so long la!!!
i just sat there waitin with my strawberry milkshake.
mean nikki -_-.
btw, thanks justin! :)
mm, when my bro FINALLY arrived, we went upstairs to hang around.
his friends came after that and we bought popcorn and nachos.
obviously, the nachos for me :D
oh, and it was like 12+++ already.

night at the museum was great!!!
dang funny man!
shall get the dvd when it comes out.
teehees ^-^
oh yes! on 31dec, at plaza sing and tampines GV, theres a death note movie marathon!
$19 :)
i want!!
can watch both movies together.
YIPEE!

anw, took a taxi to my sis' house here, in pasir ris.
muahahhaa.
staying over for the night!
tomorrow will be a better day, i hope (:

thank you Lord for everything.
God bless everyone! ^-^
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
HOHOHOHOHOHO!


i'm glad you replied...

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jonathan and grace!

oh i know alot of new stuff now!

never knew jonathan was a dota pro! hohoho :P

my stingray feader!!!! don't feed zack, feed me! HEHE!

dwayne DA MAN and grace!

with her chicken wing that has appeared in some other pictures, always looking the same, ie: untouched. xD

my boyfriend! ^-^

a very scary looking cynthia! hahaha.

donna,scary cyn, grace, littlecutefringe girl and me! :P

we made the rain stop! HOHOHO! (see the chicken wing!)

MY DAWG!!!!!!

cs' face is priceless. o_o. amirul is taller than him!!! hahaha.

amirul and donna!

i don't know why i can't upload more pictures.

STUPID BLOGGER.....

anyway, i'm sorry i couldn't go out with you all(cyn,grace,ying) to shop for e presents ):

had to go out with my family.

first we went parkway RSH to get our sch shoes.

damn la the one i wanted was SOLD OUT!

i just saw it on wednesday lah!!! T_T

so i didn't get anything but my bros did.

shopped arnd then went suntec.

had lunch and shopped arnd again.

went to RSH suntec and whypaymore? but all didn't have the shoes I wanted!

its so unfair.

and my bros BOTH got new pairs of shoes but i didn't find the one i liked either.

or rather, i changed my mind on that pair of puma shoes.

zzzzz..... :(

went carrefour and finally HOME.

whooo, was so tired =/

got ready for church and we went in late!

jst a lil. haha.

FINALLY!

i've not gone to church ever since saturday class ended :X

God forgive me =/

thats like close to two months already. oops...

after church, went to parkway and had dinner at pastamania!

DUDE! i ate so much there ):

it is bad to have mummy around when i'm hungry.

aish.

oh and i saw MY DAWG (zack!) and nich chua there when i was leavin.

hehheh.

hmm, that's about all for the night i guess.

Gonna maple! muahahhaa.

bloody hell la blogger.

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BOOOOYAH! :D

sorry no pictures again.
will edit when i have the pics la.
anyway, on thursday after drama..
cyn,grace and i went to taka to meet yennying and michele at pepper lunch!
grace and i tried the new curry lamb pepper with cheese thingy.
very yummy eh :)
oh yah! and for the first time ever!
my first "ti" ^-^v!!!!
i must remember, my first time "ti-ing" was at orchard mrt dbs machine.
muahahahhaa.

hmm.. we walked around far east, bought stuff blabla.
then went to the building next to DFS galleria.
went home around 6+ and got locked out cause i didnt have keys.
walaoeh =/
spent my time talkin on e phone and playing maple.
hohoho!
i party-ed with linda and yifeng.
omg la i felt so exasperated at one point when i couldnt jump the logs -_-
i wandered around and got lost then cannot get up.
and nobody can teach how to jump ma! aish so sorry la.
in the end i died. wahahaha.
talked to nikki until like 4 or something.
fell asleep man. lol!

woke up close to 12 (FOR ONCE!!) and realised i was supposed to meet dearest boyfriend xx at 1!! =/
so sorry! haha.
in the end, went to parkway with amirul and grace to meet cynthia.
walked around with meeroool, got icecreams and all.
yumyumz :D

also went for tuition with soph and cyn before going back to ecp with dwayne joining us as well.
i left them to pass nic(my new best 'playfren') the stupid worksheet which, muahaha, i found!!!
so the 3 of us bladed around before going to buy drinks with cyn and soph at 7eleven.
hmm..ive got a new playfren and a ..listening ear bro.(i forgot =X)
haha. so anyways they left for dinner with nic not wanting the worksheet in the end.
pfft! lazy pig -_-

anyway, the drama bbq was funfunfun!!!! :D
we all took turns tending to the fire.
hehehe. and also took lotsa pictures!
all in amirul's cam. i think. and aza's. and soph's.
aiya my stupid phone cant upload already.
grrrrr...

oh and halfway it started raining!
so grace and i started singing the rainrain go away song.
muahahaha! like some tribe.
AND IT WORKED!
it stopped raining lor!
HEHE! :)
many thanks to the drama members and nondrama members aka natt,amirllll,changsheng,justyn,zack and all. i didnt miss any did i?
dunno la, everyone seemed like a drama member to me. lol!
overall we ate,talked, took pictures, played cards, emo-ed on the beach and yadayada.
wheeeeeeeee~~~

oh comin to the end, we ran out of the 2nd bag of cute charcoal pillows.
so we started burning plates.
together with the melted butter.
lol! cs,jon goh and i were the ones at the fire and since after we cooked finished the stingrays, all that was left was the potatoes and corn.
hoho!
we took off the grill and just dumped everything ON the charcoal.
and when jon was tryin to place the coal properly, somehow it accidentally dropped on changsheng's foot.
ROFL!!!!
nearly happened a second time.
wah damn funny.
haha.
then we went to emo on the beach.
LOL!
we went back to check on the food.
when cs opened a corn, omg...
it was totally black.
and you know what it looked like?
an ACORN!
hahahahah!
the totally black chaotah corn looked like an acorn!!

i hope aza's feelin alright now!
she had a headache just now :/
anw, left around 10plus with grace and cyn.
been playing maple ever since i came home.
like 3hours plus already.
omg i think i'm gonna be addicted O.O
but i dont get the point of the game la.
im just killin the stupid snails.
have like 160++ snails and still counting.
xD

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Hellooooo..

I can't find my phone manager disc thingums.
Therefore I can't upload pictures.
zZzz... And theres something wrong with the keyboard!
there really is!
Urgh. i am so irritated.
oh wait, YEAH I'M BAACCCCKKKK!
:D

genting was boring....
you can't see anything outside and it keeps raining.
so you can't go out to play.
and indoors is like swarrrrminnggggggggg with people.
the crowds tick me off.
damnit la.
i spent most time eating and uh.. watching tvee in the room.
haha!
on monday also saw erm..
darence or gary. darence la.
i always mix them up. zzzzzz
anyways both of us were so sian.lol...

blahhhs.
BLOODY KEYBOARD!
WTF LA.
-.-...............
shall edit this post later.


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Well anyways, woke up shooooper early for breakfast at bedok with cynthia and grace.
then we went for drama!
zzzzz.
so little people came la. walaoeh... had i known i shouldnt have gone -_-.
i need my rest!!!!!
rahhh. we went to aljunied to order our friday's BBQ food.
anyone wanna go?! hahaha.
hmm, then we went paya lebar for lunch and sat there for the longest time ever talking about loadsa shit. HOHOHO!
peachpeachy purple colour. LOL.
after which cliff went home and the rest of us went parkway!

i dont know how come i spent 30bucks today =/
the only present i bought was amirul's topman boxers.
LOL. i shared with grace so now she owes me money.
muahahahahha.
haiya but i havent even done christmas shopping yet.
zzzz. prolly gonna do it tmr.
i mean, today.
since its already uh.. thursday.
WOW! i never knew it was 3.30am already.
JEEZ! O_O
ive to be up in.. i dunno how many hours time la.
DRAMA AGAIN.
aish -_-.....

i'll try to upload pics asap ah..
stupid phone also no space already.
dumb pics takin up alot. grrrr...
oh and i tried my hand at maple today.
LOL. i have no clue what i'm doing man.
all i know is i killed snails like nobody's business.
and a mutated mushroom and some green thingum which kept giving me alot of damage and the damage i was giving it was like 1/10 of what it did to me lah!
hahahahaha. and hell, the pig is dang scary.
not to mention ugly.
oh well. =/


tag replies!
bernard - hehe! hope you're having fun in gold coast now aye :)
ying - aiyo you shoppin queen la! must bring me go kl also leh! i nv go~
linda - grrrrrr.. you say say only la. always contradicting yourself one you. one moment say love me for going, next moment you scoldin me bitch and dont go also who cares. pfft! -_-
imee- BIGGGGGGGGGGGGYYYYYYMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!!! :D
sylvia - haha! no la no la. you kua zhiang me already. xD its mr ng la. he 18years old make the class fun ma! lol!
abby - no i'm not! not now anyway. hehe! :D yes dearest! DEAREST!!!~~~~~ wheeeee!
dwayne - DA MAN!!!! =P
sophia - you owe me something (; don't make me take the stuff as hostage! hehehe.
aza - i know i know! haha. mehhhhhhhhhhh~~~~ thanks &^-^

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tag replies :
brudder - hehe. you're crazy man :P anyway, sorry for not being able to spare you a msg everynight =X lol...
huanting : thanks (: laziness is common. muahaha.
aza : *dies. xD love you too!
sylvia : helloooooo! hehe yeap she can't help it ah. right sophia?! you love me too muchie already. teehees! :D
yennying : tyty! and takecare(ok you're already there but doesn't hurt to say right :P)
ronald : lol, joker sia. happy birthday :)
grace: *nods. it was fun!! haha. but i think you get to have more scenes next time luh! besides, you were supposed to be with me on monday, you abandoned me instead!! ):
aza : OIE! they were wearing HEELS oky! i'm not that short -_-..........aza, i'll be omg-ing more if it were you. HEHE!

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oh shit i fell asleep last night.
sorry nikki i didn't call back. (ya you're so happy -_-)
LOL.
lets see..
hmm......
ytd bloody rain la, in the end make me lug my blades around to mavis at bdk reservoir and all the way home.
JEEZ!
oh, went to the bank to get my atm card!
YES!!!!!!! :D
nobody's ever gonna know my number.
muahahahhaha.
damn, i scared I forget.

anyway, then went safra with cynthia to find sophia.
lol.stupid rain!!!
we played pool and slacked around.
nothing to do all cause of the bloody rain and we were trapped there!
in e end we took a bus to tanah merah, then a train to bedok, and then a bus to bedok res.
yesyes, we get to save money cause of transfer.
LOL.
first time learn such a thing exists :DDDD
we are happy people cause we saved money yesterday!
hahahahah. i'm gonna take more than 1 bus within 30minutes from now on!!!
:P

hmm..what else.
oh!!! my new com came too!
and i fixed it all by myself :D
proud of me right?! haha.
but my room is even worse now.
you can't even see the floor.
WHOOPS! bwahahaha.
theres like boxes and styrofoam thingums and plastic covers and bags and a vacuum cleaner, paper, wires, toys, my pillow(i must'v kicked it while sleepin, LOL) okkkk the list just goes on lahhh!!!!
oh my homies. i just got told off by my parents (-_-)
they warn : you better clean up your room before you go out OR ELSE...
or else what huh. grrrr.
i rejected my 800 and 850i offer yesterday.
sial.. what more am i going to say no to?
i feel like i'm being too kind.
LOL.

nah, i guess all i want is a simple life. nothing more, nothing less....
HAHA!
well.. normally at this time i would be setting off for schoool!
i'll just set off to sleep then :D

AND! i'm still so upset over the dinner thing ok.
my whole family(including my sis) went to eat hokkien mee.
and then when we got out of the cars (we arrived same time leh!), my jie said "oh ya! you cannot eat right? theres prawns! hahahahah. nevermind, theres other food you can eat"
lamaaaaa. i reach there somehow all the stalls except that was closed.
oh my sky. -_-...
luckily they had fried carrot cake or else i'll just faint on the spot from hunger lah!
lol. but i still cannot forgive the fact that while everyone else was eating that, i feel so pathetic for only being able to sniff it. aish ):
who ask my allergy to worsen. ARGH.
i feel depriiiivvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeed T_T
ok since i'm feeling nicer, i'll upload pictures laterrrrr!!!

well, this is prolly my last post in 4days so... don't miss me! (:
nikki ah! better enjoy your peace while you can. muahahahaha.
btw, i still can't think of a nice login id for maple.
HEHE i'm gonna play!!! it took me 20 odd minutes to dl and install but like forever to think of a name.
DAMN. -_-

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had drama on tuesday.
overslept and thus was late =/
went parkway for lunch, sat around to chat.
saw the hottie randall tan.
oh my homies.
damn handsome! :D

got chased away, went roxy sq to continue discussin drama camp plans.
then got shooed off again.
thus went to the food court to finish up discussion.

went zion, played pool.
and then we got obsessed with that $1 machine thing.
initally played photohunt.
and then somehow it led us to playing.. er..
erotic photohunt.
LOL.
played the babes one, then the hunks.
and then 2babes one later on.
we got top score ok!
named as "TKDRAMA!"
and "TKDRAMAAGAIN!"

i.. am not going to say anymore.

felt really sick this morning but still dragged myself up.
talked with soph on the phone awhile before heading for the mrt station.
ppl was starin at me as though i was crazy.
under the scorchin sun i was wearin a jacket.
zzz..

met bernard and we walked arnd orchard.
then cynthia, and we went to borders!
aftr that sophia finally arrived.
we went taka, bought syjia's present and went shaw hse to eat.
bernard and i left after that.
he to a wake and i, home.
hm.....

was supposed to go ecp but it rained.
went parkway for mavis.
here i am.



that's the trouble.

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Picture post!


vivo tree. (o_o)

lil kiddies

i haven't the foggiest idea why i took this.

the roll of streamers completed!
(which btw i broke a fingernail -.-)

balloons in e ballroom! :D

even moreeeeeeeeee! the whole ballroom ceiling was littered with balloons!
hard work by the 10 of us students. muahahhaa.

balloons when they were JUST completed and waiting to be brought to e ballroom.
oh, streamers not curled yet.

we slowly, steadily and painfully pulled,measured and cut, then tied all these.
3 or 4 streamers for each balloon!
IMAGINE THAT. gosh.

me and cynthia.

3 of us. lol.
(the rest of e pics with yennying! shall upload when i get it la)

on monday during filming!
recognise her? she played the maid in I not stupid2.
(ok i didnt know that till joanne told me.LOL)

uh..i think she's huang bi ren. if i didnt hear wrongly la.

yi hee's mom! LOL!

JOANNE! see, she's dang pretty la.
her hair dyed one sia. lol.

cliff and aza.(btw these pics not taken by me la.)

miko acting sexy.

:P

aza sticking her tongue out.

where we sat outside until we got chased away

jonathan!

SHAMELESSS COUPLE! LOL.
oh change of venue. near the furniture mall at roxy until we got chased away too.
HAHA


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Great.

Now I'm sick too.
Just great.

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i'm a terrible, horrible person.

someone just shoot me.

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Tag replies :
Abby } ok! hyatt! lol. shd be yuwen la. then her sis is yuting. ^-^
aza } yuhyuh, how much?!
yennying } hehe i didnt remove. :D free la free la the stuff!
Jmin* } yup its relaly pretty! esp at night. (: mediacorp uh..part time only. like royce and grace. haha!
yennying } i'm not free lo! so busy :P
sophia } my pervertic face! muahahaha. you still love me anyways. 0:)
berlin } tyty!! haha.
Linda } you very mean lor can't even go out with us. :( hmph. ya ya i WE had loadsa fun ok!
ronald } lol its one of the ncc sea guys put that thing there one! haha! eh i where got look like that monster?! eeps =/
yanting } lol yes of course laaaaa. eh you know now got another yanting in the class?!
zhiyi } yeah, FINALLY! :D you also changed yours eh? lolx.

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whoooooooooooo, i'm tired!
sorry still no pictures cause ive been lazy to upload into e com AND dear yennying hasnt sent me some yet. haha.
might as well upload all at once ma.
(:
neways, im really exhausted already!
came home around 10.30? just now.
in the morning had to go mediacorp radiogate..signed in(had a bit of a problem), went to the wardrobe to get a shirt(she said my shirt cannot cause it was black, and since it was a bday party....), then had my makeup and hair done.
( i finally know the name of e show. ying huo chong. LOL! i'm so slooow)
in the make up room, there were so many stars!!!

joanne(a new friend i made!) and i just sat there staring at them "omgsh so pretty!"
haha. although i didnt know their names but recognised them la.
it was dang cooooooooool. but felt like alien there cause everyone seemed to know one another -_- and totally ignored us. grrrrr.

lol, then had to wait for awhile longer before we boarded the bus and set off!
went to some uhm.. condo near ikea(i saw ok!).
that was where the scene was filmed at.
haha.
filmin was ok lor. it rained before we got there so the bbq pit and stuff there were all wet.
yadayada... rehearsed a few times and all.

the director was really mean ):
we kept having to repeat shots over and over.
jeez... but best part is we could eat while filming la :P
however, those who know me shd know i dont eat at bbqs -_-........
so unfair la. lol.

oh ya! my character's name was ewoyn(dont ask me how to pronounce. nobody knew.LOL)
we were gonna end the scene when.. IT RAINED!
so we had to stop for awhile till the rain stopped.
lalala~
after that, continued luhs.

and we really got to eat the birthday cake!
which was really really cute!
oh no! joanne forgot to send me the pic.
haha.
anyways, i got to know ppl like joanne, who is REALLY pretty and shes only sec2 in whitley sec leh!
then weilun, who is REALLY tall(1.8 something metres -_-!) and he's 16 in tanglin sec~
anddd roy who looks like the church brian but he's sec2.
haha.
didn't talk to zhiyang except for our actual lines -_-.

oh well. it was quite fun la this filming thing.
hmm, aftr that, went back to mediacorp to change and yadayada.
left the place with joanne and weilun.
we walked to e bus stop where we went our separate ways.
took a bus to toa payoh with joanne though.
lolx. psssst, she finds him handsome xD
so cute la she.

hmm, took a train all the way to TM and walked around..
was waiting for justin,yifeng they all to finish their movie.
grrrr.
took so long lor.
oh then in the end my older bro wanted to meet me.
he passed me a helicopter thing.
those remote controlled ones. o_O
dang cool la.
waited for him to have his dinner before meeting yifeng,justin,shafie and dee at long john's.

shafie and dee then left.
yadayada~
oh yeah! yifeng is now my new boyfriend.
LOL.
not forced one ok. :D

we left tm rather late and walked to e bus interchange.
i kept telling them to go back but they insisted on sending me home.
grrrr. so we took 67 ~~
haiyo thanks for sending me back la you two :)
one my bro and the other my bf.
haha.

okkkkk. i alighted the bus to meet my brothers(real ones la) at the bus stop.
they were waiting for me cause my mom made them.
lol! we went 7eleven before going home.

justin! you make me feel so bad now la..
got no bus home then you walked all e way.
tell you alight and take 40 ni bu yao.
and, go to the hospital to do the thingy la ok.
don't act macho :P


wow this is such a long wordy post again.
3rd time in a row!
no pictures!
cooooooooooooool.
i gotta pack my room soon.
or else no new com for me ):
wanna know how bad it is?
its worse than a pig sty. :D

theres drama tmr morning!
BYE!!!
(its 1.15am now!i'm nt used to this new keyboard my sis gave. sigh)

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppyyyyyyyyy!
you people should go sleep now!
i'm going! muahahahhaa.

nah i don't feel like it.
shall go read then!
im reading 2 books at one go!
salem falls and tuesdays with morrie.
WHEEEEEEEE!
gotta improve my deteriorating english.
and my er..used-to-exist-when-i-was-young-good-chinese.
i wanna be smart!!!!!!! :(
haha. off i go!

TOODLES! =]


it yearns..

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Page 40 of Tuesdays with Morrie.

"Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says.
The tension of opposites?
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.
"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask?
"Which side wins?"
He smiles t me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love wins. Love always wins."

What a beautiful story it is.
I'll be doing more of these as I read :]
This is an amazing book!
And, I think my aunt suffered the same way morrie did.
it was the same illness.
the same suffering, the same withering away.


Well well!
It's been a pretty eventful day for me!
I woke up arnd 7plus thanks to yennying's morning call.
haha. had to wait for the whole family to get ready before my parents cld fetch me to the station.
hehe. anyway i was abit late in meeting them.
and everyone else was waiting for us at somerset.
lol!
so... we all walked to meritus mandarin(i foolishly thought it was at orchard hotel like last year's!)

filled balloons like nobody's business la.
pull and cut streamers, ties ballooons and streamers, curl them etcetc.
GOODNESS!
so hectic!
haha.
btw pictures in the next post above.
hmmmmmm. then everybody soon came flooding in from lifts and stuff.
thus we had to usher!
oh my gosh.
slotted to tables aftr that.
was actually with cynthia, then got transferred to another table w cherie.
then there was an extra, so got jierong over.

food wasnt as good as last years but ok la.
uh.. haha. yeah ok la. who am i to complain, since we didnt fork out anything.
(except time and SLEEP! )
the kids' performance was ultra cutecutecute!
goodness i can go gaga over them already la :D

lalala. aftr the whole thing ended, went to get ballooons!
plus debrief and yadayada.
walked arnd orchard with cynthia,yennying&weiting for awhile.
toriQ ! lol.
saw linda,zhiyi and some others too~
went tangs specially to get the bag and it was SOLD OUT!
i felt so sad ok :((((

so we went BUGIS!
shopped arnd. i bought a bag! :)
we had dinner and soon left for home!
ahhh yennying is lazy to upload the pics.
lol.

i'm damn pissed with my bro la.


byebyebye. *yawns.

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Yelloow :D

I thought I could stay home yesterday, FOR ONCE..
Haiyo, in the end my parents both weren't workin so they dragged me out super early in the morning!
Grrrr.. They made me queue at banks and all.
Stupiiiiddddd.

Then I suddenly remembered, got amaths!!! (only when cynthia msged me, lol)
so i asked her what time and she said 4.30!
ohman.
So.. went home to take my worksheet, grabbed food(hehe) and off i went!
arrived late. :P
but then went down again to buy honey lemon and waffles with sophia.
HAHA! ya, see why i love tuition so much? ^-^

went for dinner with the whole family aftr that.
yumz!!! haha.
then grace came over to pass me some form so i can help her give to the uh..place la.
she acted already!!! lolx.
but must wait 2weeks for the cheque leh ):
by then i think school reopen alrdy la!
i scared of the director from the way grace described him man.
"TA MA DE!"

anyways,
i wasn't feelin so good at night.
dizzy and nauseas.
rahhhhhh :(

woke up before 8 today!!!!
Gosh. had to go my mom's office to get some boxes for moving house.
it wasn't exactly her office.
it was just the carpark -_-.
cause i wasn't allowed to go up or else the police will kill me!
haha ok not kill la. zzzzz..
anyway security is so tight there man. o_O

blehs. went for breakfast aftr that at macs :D
then to my sisters' house cause uh.. i dunno.
oh i borrowed tuesdays with morrie from her :D
going vivo later with parents and melvin.
stupid martin still at sisters' house playing WOW.
BLAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

my head hurts.
wah f f f . -_-
oh yeah! my mom ordered a new com alrdy! HEHE!
it cld be coming on the 14th OR.. 20th since i'll be away ):
lots of things to do!
busybusybumblebee :)

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HELLO! :D
What a jolly fun day.
Haha.

Anyways, yesterday after drama, we went PS.
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Oh ya, in the school guys toilet has that on the ceiling.
Sheesh!

Ok oops.
As i was saying, we went to PS and ate at pepper lunch!
Hehe. all of us tryin to make each other kanchiong.
whooooo. yummy :)

we walked arnd and aza went back so the rest of us went TCC.

oops, i forgot what i drank.
some citrus soda la.

LOL! look at those two at the back posing also. Hehe!
Nubbad ah, double shots.
dunno why i wore my specs ytd. Just felt like.

me and royce!
plus sophia's hand with her erm.. cookie.
cant really be seen though. muahahaha, that little ~~~ :P

so she deserves a little kissykissy! ={}
wahahaha. she enjoys it. AWWWWH :D

anw, the rest soon left.
cyn,soph and i took a bus to parkway.
cyn went to find clarissa so both of us went to walk..
soph was mean!
she made me try on a stupid dress.
similar to the 50th la.
but no polkadots -_-.
eeeesh! :(

we were walkin over alrdy when.....
i spotted the snowing thingy thingy!
so WHEE! off we go!
muahaha.

lots and lots of snow! :D

tuition was fun ytd!
ok it always was!
its like a talking session for me.
muahahahaha.
these few pics taken from sophia.
i will upload the ORGINAL ONES, maybe tmr.

so please kindly ignore the red words!
lol. see the monkey hanging there?!
wahahahha. its nicholas' jacket btw. xD

Hehehehe. :D
this is like the yifeng face la.


Chipmunk! :)

Ooooh!
my mom is dang funny.
when i went home, my bro was bugging her la.
trying to desrcibe a fruit.
so he kept saying "circle circle one! the circle circle one!"
my mom got so fed up she went "what the f! what circle circle one!!!"
LOL.
after that, my bros and i kept laughing at her and repeating "what the f-! what the f-!"

hohoho.
today, woke up so early as usual.
went bedok , waited for bx and cs.
took a train to pasir ris, waited for nikki.
waited for many buses to come before deciding to board it.
lol, cs is stupid la.
theres no 154!
and you hear wrongly still call your sister scold her f-ing bitch.
LOL.
anyways, we went to escape!
YAY!
haha. it was drizzling la.
so we went haunted hse first.
omg bloody funny.
CS IS SO SCARED.
HAHAHAHAHA.
ok fine me too but still!
go with cs sure dang funny la.
scream like crazy.
then he hide behind nikki like a mouse.
hahahahhaa.

then we took the rollercoaster thingy, and that teacup looking thing.
yifeng joined us aftr that.
and it started rainingggggggg.
lol. aftr that we went around the games place playing.
met shafie and dee there.
lalallaa~
HAHA! stupid horse game -_-.
anyways, we waited like siao for the stupid rain.
went haunted house round 2.
stupid cs still freaked out.
and he pushed bx!
LOL! and bx fell.
damn bloody funny sia.
nikki (who was leading at the front, so brave!) turned around and was wondering why we not moving.
hahahaha. cause bx fell!
omg after that we totally just scream ran shoved whatever all the way out laughing sia.
just LMAO!
wheeeeee ;D

after a super long time, we decided to go out to eat.
went kfc (:
and the rain stopped -_-.
went back to play~!
we waited so long for the bloody viking sia.
in the end didnt even get to sit at the back.

shafie, dee, and behind them is cs,nikki and yifeng.
lol.

anw, we also went to play the bumper boat thingum!
shafie and dee left to watch movie alrdy.
okkkkkkkkkk, the thing was damn lol la.
we all got totally wet sia!
best part was, CS got totally backstabbed man.
hahahaha. and his boat the shooting thing didnt relaly work.
LOL!
so yes, we all got freaaaaaaakkkinnnggg wet.

after the thing, we were drenchedddddddd~~

yifeng and his dumb drifit shirt.

nikki so happy he's all wet :P

anyways, we took other rides la.
teacup again, rainbow,superman thingy, haunted house(3rd round! LOL), wet&wild, go kart, blabla.
hehehe. went until the place closed la.
btw, cs claims that some of the rides can be used for some sexual thing.
when he takes the viking, uh...... -_-.
ahaha. and the rainbow also. omg, damn funny la he.
got what, winddd thing then it fly up. LOL.
ok, here are some other pics.

yifeng o_O

changsheng's uh.. nice shot.

LOL. the laogong and laopo.

cs so happy his face is inside.

the king of hilarious.

we were even bored enough to go on rides such as that!!!
LOL.

cs loves his aeroplane!

Haha!
so we left the placeeeeee....
oh and sorry la yifeng!
i accidentally scratched his neck and it bled! :X
oops!!!!!! so sorry! stop making me feel so bad about it already !
lol.

anyway we took a train backkkkkk.
lalalala.
thanks for the great day!!!
hahaha.
damn la, rashes again. zzzzzz.

bx is so quiet! :P and what a shocker man, she's actually not playing any games now O_O..
thanks for plannin this! hehe. poor thing sia you got camp tmr ): and hope you're ok now!
lol. beat changsheng up next time ok! and fight back when you get bullied! *ahemahems!* haha.
yifeng must stop being such a pervert la! hahaha. you and your retarded laughter. xD
nikki's hand is rly nice :) oh and,get well soon! lol.
saving the best for last.............
goh changsheng. HAHAHAHAHHAA. ok i think because of you, we laughed so much la. lol. i won't reveal the secret about your green hush puppy!
oops! :P and stop bullying bx so much la! -_-.
-cs- burning christmas trees. says:
yf is cute
-cs- burning christmas trees. says:
go for him man
michelle ESCAPE! so fun (: says:
..
michelle ESCAPE! so fun (: says:
._.
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michelle ESCAPE! so fun (: says:
no pt.
-cs- burning christmas trees. says:
wanna bet
-cs- burning christmas trees. says:
i see a future in u guys
-cs- burning christmas trees. says:
lol
michelle ESCAPE! so fun (: says:
-_-!
-cs- burning christmas trees. says:
erhh
-cs- burning christmas trees. says:
he okay wad
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CS ah, you always lose bets :P


wheeeeeeeeeeeee :D
i'm sleepy!
oh yeah! i saw cloud alrdy !!!!!
but not with my account.
my bros play like so damn long man.
anyway, cloud will give impart the sonic blade skill thingy.
coooooollioooo.
now they in 100acre wood with pooh lor!
damn man, my account still have long way to go ):

haha. ok i'm off!
what a tiring but fun day!
oh and, listen to the swan lake song. :D



a fool i am.

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